enjoy yourself. take only what you need from it.

i've had 2 anxiety attacks in the past 2 days
& i was at work both times
being a psych major probably makes them worse because i think of all the possible reasons and consequences of anxiety attacks
and then they do get worse
-___- wonderful.

so my boss let me go into the break room for a while
in the time it took for me to listen to Spinning, my pulse dropped from 115 to a normal 85.
oh, Andrew... what would i do without you


yesterday my friends & i went out for my birthday
we just partied around Time Square & hung out at my friends dorm room
& got Chipotle

anyway.. 11 days until the Jacks show.. the anticipation is killing me..
i went to Borders today and bought Herman Hesse's SIDDHARTHA, since Andrew recommended it
when i find the page where "The River is Everywhere" appears, i am going to highlight it, and probably get it tattooed on my wrist as well

for now, im happy and anxious
and very very hopeful

• Kids - MGMT