a human 2 minutes.

My house is still decorated with streamers and
movie-quote posters and
red & black balloons and
a lot of pictures of Edward & Bella.

I just watched all the special features. I feel good.

I've been spending some quality time
with "Leaving Through the Window"
and realized that this September is
Something Corporate's 10 year anniversary.

That cute kid in my Advanced Topics in Social Psych class
spoke to me before our midterm and it made me happy.
He's cuter, now.

I've been writing a lot. A lot.
Most of it being my (shh) fan fiction (untitled as of now)
It's my other blog ( racingthedark.blogspot.com )
Writing it really takes my mind of things and I love it.

That's really it.

cute.

the cute boy from my Wednesday class just walked into the library.
wearing that same dark green/tan vest he always wears
and his Hurley hat, on backwards, but still genuine as can be
he sat down at a computer
opened his email
and printed out a paper
midterm week, rawr
now he's getting up and slinging his school bag over his shoulder
he walked over to the counter where the staplers are
and pierced through the thick sheets with a punch
now he's walking down the stairs. . .

that was completely unnecessary.

slow down.. .

...this night's a perfect shade of
dark blue, dark blue

it's snowed 10 inches here 2 days ago
and in 3 days it's going to be 64.

this music is glaring into my eardrums
background music to my movie
yes, it's Andrew's voice, of course
and people in the library are all typing quickly
the random tapping of the typing
sounds like a small waterfall
now I'm thirsty

the future freaks me out, to be totally honest.